She’s lonely. It’s almost like she does this with her family and so they got sick of her. So here she is. There’s really nothing insightful, or amusing in her musings.
It’s a matter of discipline. If you’re a believer, if you practice any faith that requires you practice certain doctrines than if you are truly about that faith, you practice it whether you’re on vacation or not. You can’t turn it on or off. If you can abstain from certain foods to train, or for health reasons, why is it so hard to do it for your faith? Muslims fast for what, a month. He can’t give up bread for a week? Len is weak.
He probably knew but wasn’t able to speak to you. Most know how the JW shun members who leave. His illness probably prevented him from reaching out (blame family) but he knew of your love for him and he knew that if you could have, you would have. Your family will have a lot to answer for.
This is when I no longer care and walk away.